Remember how I said that I put too much weight on my so-called hobbies? Well, I’ve been paying extra attention to that recently and it is quite disconcerting.
For example, I watched “The Devil Wears Prada” a couple of nights ago with my sister, whom we call Monica Geller, and I paid close attention to my feelings after the movie: I wanted to change my outlook on work wardrobe, I wanted to get skinny, I wanted to find a new job I could feel passionate about, I wanted to feel free to quit my job to pursue a bigger dream. As you can see, the movie triggered all these desires in me to be BETTER, more BEAUTIFUL, more PASSIONATE in my LIFE. Why couldn’t I just enjoy the movie and move on with my life? Why does everything have to apply to the rest of my life?
Another example: I was on the radio last night. I called up WBZ Dan Rea’s show to just jab about sun dresses and the heat. I really knocked it out of the park. He LOVED me. My thought: maybe I have a future in broadcasting.
Why can’t I just do something for FUN and that’s it???? It is OK to have meaningless fun that will not affect my entire future!!!!! Can my mind please stop racing???
ina
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